
Welcome to my online diary, enjoy your stay! 

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| Because of you,
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I know you love me
but I don’t see you coming,
so I’ll come to you;
I’m on my way.
I see you standing there;
so close but still barely out of reach;
I need to be closer to you, so
I’m on my way.
I know your kiss;
still remember tasting it on my lips;
oh how much I want that again;
I’m on my way.
I hear your voice;
how perfect it sounds;
it is drawing me nearer;
I’m on my way.
I smell your cologne,
it just makes me melt;
even though I’m on my knees,
I’m on my way.
I can still feel your arms,
you swallowing me with one hug;
I’d die to feel them around me again;
I’m on my way.
I see you again, but hear someone else’s voice;
I can smell a different perfume, and I feel the tears coming;
I turn away and one rolls down, I taste it on my lips;
I’m on my way, away.
I don’t have to be able to touch you,
but please don’t abandon me;
I guess if we can’t be friends I’m leaving;
I’m on my way, away.
I’ve moved up wind away from you;
I can’t smell your sweet scent anymore;
I still have my back to you; I’m leaving;
I’m on my way, away.
She has probably dropped you;
I hear you calling;
I wanna leave you but I can’t, so baby
I’m on my way.
Only a moment until I can taste your kiss;
I can still only see you,
yet I already taste happiness;
I’m on my way.
I see you smile at me,
for a moment everything is right;
Then I see her coming back so I walk off,
I’m on my way, away.
It’s hurt me so bad, leaving the first time, coming back, and leaving again;
I don’t want to look at you, or hear your perfect voice;
I’m leaving you, and hopefully never coming back;
I’m on my way, away.
I know I’ll get better; time heals all wounds;
but how long is it gonna take?
I’ll never forget you completely but know that
I’m on my way, away.

My angels pictures
| I believe in angels, but I call them my best friends." |
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| "Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly." |
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| "When hearts listen, angels sing." |
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| "One need not look towards the heavens to find an angel for I have one here before me." |
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| "You're a song written by the hands of God." |
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| "Angels were singing, didn't you hear? If only I'd listened when they whispered in my ear." |
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| "When during sad times an angel should come to you, open your eyes and see who that angel is, for that is your one true love." |
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| "I remember the last time I saw that sparkle in your eye - when I realized there was a beautiful angel by my side." |
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| "When it rains, look to the sky and think of the drops of water as tears from angels." |
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| "They said angels were supposed to come from the sky, that means I'm lucky, cause one fell for me." |
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| A Kiss so soft, so gentle, so beautiful, that I wouldn't forget memmory that you are my first
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Baby girl just look at me
And then you'll see
How much you mean to me
I want only you BooBee...
I dream that i could hold you now
I would do anything but i dunno how
I hope that you'll be mine again
Cuz i wanna erase forever that pain.
Its too bad that you cant see
In spite of everything i tell you
How i need you next to me
And how much i love you


When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.
Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.
He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead 

As I sit here thinking of you,
Which is something I often do,
I think of how you make me feel inside.
Loving you brings to me such pride,
I love you deeper then the earths core;
Yet every second I find myself loving you more.
I love your smile, your laugh, your touch;
Your kisses awaken my saddened heart.
I wait to see you pull in the drive,
After all these years I still get that tingle inside,
I lay beside you at night, my arms around you;
It is the perfect way to end the day through.
To wake up beside you at the sound of the alarm,
It is now me who is in your arms,
I start each day perfect with seeing your face,
I end each day perfect with you in my embrace.
All the time in between while we're apart;
I miss you terribly, but it is a perfect day,
For I carry you in my heart.


Have you ever had a dream come true?
A dream that totally amazed even you.
I’ve had a dream most of my life,
In this dream I find a wonderful wife.
She is loving and kind and cares for me.
She helps me to become all I can be.
Sometimes I act so terribly sappy.
It always seems to make her happy.
She brightens my life more than the sun.
We laugh together and often have fun.
And during the times that I must cry,
She is always there to make my eyes dry.
In you my love, I have found all these things,
And if you will, please wear this ring.
And if you are nothing more than a dream,
I hope I never wake up.
I love you Baby


Lost in confusion and total self bliss
I've found the relation between dream and wish
A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep
But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep.
A dream can bring true the wish never thought
As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought.
But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking
A grasping of things while still in the making.
Now my understanding of wish and of dreams
Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem
But still I'm confused and nothing is clear
Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear.
With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight
Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night
You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones
I long for your love and time spent alone
Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion
For all their purpose are meager illusion
And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight
I fear the darkness and my continuing fight.
For now its a war - a battle within
A dreadful nightmare which rationality must win
What should I do? Where shall I begin?
Should I ask for your love or remain a dear friend?
In my dreams youre my lover and my world is complete
But in life your a martyr to hope so elite
I've grown to know you and care with a passion
But fear lies within mutual attraction.
If I am to approach you with some indication
Would I strengthen our friendship or cause detonation?
This is the confusion, the struggle, the fight,
Until I am sure, youll remain a dream in the night.